I'm no longer in any study mood now. I'm slowly neglecting my studies.
Every week, I have 11 hours of class.
I skipped 8 hours this week.
I just lost my motivation to study or revise. I did not have this problem in KDU. Ever since I came to Perth, interacting with Australian teaching methods for the first time, hardly able to figure out what the lecturer is teaching, unable to ask any questions due to other students' intelligence-discrimination, my confusions on my studies accumulated.
Since I don't know a word about what I'm hearing, there's no point to attend the lecture. I should revise daily but the 'OHM' just isn't there.
As a result, I lost interest in my studies.
I understand that I cannot neglect the hopes and wishes of my dear family and friends. I promised that I would work hard.
But I just need the motivation. The 'OHM' to excite me and trigger my study mode back to life. Without that, I will have no interest in revising, neither would I have any passion.
Where is the inspiration? Where is the motivation?
Maybe I should stop playing games. That's a good start actually. =D